Things that Fly!

There are these lyrics echoing in my mind right now by Dave Matthews "I blindly throw my faith to the face of the next pretty girl to come my way ". The Song is called Granny.

I spend so much time thinking of the person I am, and the person I'd like to be. But it all seems for nothing when sometimes I am so weak. When sometimes I feel like I would throw it all away if I could be the guy 'she' would like. It's a lot to give up-- selling yourself out. And I think of one thing and it tumbles out of control. I think about what it would be to look up at her, catch her eyes across a room and exchange the certainty that we are on eachother's mind. I think about what it would be like to take long liesurely walks. To lay talking for hours about life, hopes and dreams, a future. To share sleep. Just the closeness of another overwhelms me. And all at once I'm crumbling to my knees.

I wish I we're a stronger person. I wish I wasn't someone so easily swayed by a pretty smile and a beautiful laugh.

posted by Rob and Lauren @ 10:29 PM