It's a cool fall evening outside. The crisp air wraps itself around me and threatens to force out what warmth I fight to keep inside-- but I like it because it makes me feel alive.
Now I'm sitting downstairs in front of my computer. I'm wearing my warmest and favorite sweater, sipping hot tea and eating oranges (I feel like I'm getting sick). It's early and I'm about to go to bed but I thought I'd write out the last couple days of my life (I don't know why that seems funny to me).
My birthday was yesterday and passed with relative ease. I got an Iron and pillow from my mom (...Operation 'move out'--I asked for house goods), and a couple desk ornaments from my sister. I got the obligatory e-mail, and text message from my dad. Worked at BP's in the afternoon and spent the night with Steve and company hangin out and playing pictionary and writing a song on guitar. It doesn't sound like great fun, but I had an awesome time. Last year I had an all out bash at my favorite pub (Obyrnes on Whyte), but I ended up getting so drunk so quickly (birthday tequila shots!) I left unconsciously around 1. This year I wanted quiet.
I wasn't supposed to work today, but they called me in around 12. BP Girl was working. For obvious reasons (complete infatuation) I enjoy working with her. She was actually covering a shift for me today as my birthday hangover back up, but I didn't end up drinking last night. Anyways amid playful banter and witty repartee we we're talking about this movie we had both recently seen and loved. It's called Napoleon Dynamite and is absolutely hilarious. She's already seen it twice and I mentioned that I wanted to see it again. And she suggested we go together.
Me inside my head; "HOLY SHIT SHITTING HOLY HOLE".
So anyways I'm retarded for not sounding more excited to her. I kind of acted like it was no big deal-- but I wish that I acted as if I really was really happy she asked. I work with her again tomorrow and then I have Tuesday off, I'll ask her tomorrow if she wants to go then. Since I said it on here its written in stone... No more chumpish whining and complaining. I'll let you know how everything went next post. I hate how this is me gossiping, and being all dramatic soap opera-ish. It's really not like me. All apologies for this being a rather dull post.
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