Brooding moody
I don't know why I let myself get into these horrible self pity/lonely moods. I don't know why I sometimes like it. I know it's no good and will lead me no where, but sometimes it feels good to curl up into a tight ball and just loath everything.I was at the library today picking up some books (what else would I be picking up at the library?) and I saw a greeting card that said "Be the change you want to see in the world". It struck a chord with my mood. I know that I don't want the world to be a brooding moody loathing curled ball. I think I need to take things less seriously and just be myself more. Fuckin eh. Yell at being normal.
I saw a movie last night called "Garden State". In it a hamster died because it didn't know how to get off the hamster wheel. So they buried it in a pet cemetery in their backyard. I saw a movie today called "Pieces of April" where on a road trip they hit something like a squirrel or a rabbit (they weren't sure upon inspection). Anyways they had a road side funeral burying the dead animal. I don't know why the coincidence sticks out in my mind more than the fact that a mother died in the first movie and in the second movie the mother was terminally ill with cancer. I think I should maybe stop subjecting myself to death-themed movies. I'm no longer brooding moody.
posted by Rob and Lauren @ 9:45 PM
2 Comments:
Hm. Sometimes animals seem more like humans than humans huh.
i get in those moods too and i am trying so hard to take things less seriously as well. we should be friends or something like that.
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