Thursday, September 23, 2004

I catch myself in certain uncreative moods (apparently uncreative is not a word--so I guess I'm at least creative enough to invent words). It's been worse lately. Routines a quiet but horrible monster. It creeps up on you completely non-threatening, and the only reason you know it's there at all is because to break habit is no longer normal.

Yesterday I packed a bag of clothes and my guitar and drove over to my dad's house. He's gone until Monday and I'm house sitting for him. This is the first time I've really been on my own since Australia. When I was in Australia I had big plans for when I got home. But when I actually got home I fell into a comfortable routine and forgot about what I really wanted to do. Being here alone reminds me of the things I will do, it reminds me stangnancy is bad.

I waste so much of my time thinking and not doing, writing but not feeling, and watching but not learning. I know I have the tools and the attitude I need to sculpt the world I want, I just need to take action. I think I'm going to give this blog a break for awhile, all I'm doing is writing things down.

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